Making it up as i go

Making

It

Up

As

I

Go

Giving myself permission

To ebb and flow

Learning so I know

Learning to say no.

What good is reaping

If I don’t understand the seeds I sow?

Might not have 

My ducks in a row

Cash to blow

And expectations 

Take a toll.

But

Accepting, sometimes,

That’s just how it goes

Progressing fast

And slow.

Realizing

Not everything I do

Comes with a prose

Or

Much to show.

Nowadays—

Fulfillment is the only thing

I want to tow.

Giving myself room to grow

Glow

Embracing the highs 

And the lows.

Making

It

Up

As I go